thinking not such great thoughts. don't think I am doing all that much with my life. That perhaps I don't have the drive that everyone else really has.

thinking I am a waste of space. have these interests, but they are always much more half assed than everyone else who is interested in the same idea.

don't know what I'm getting at.

thinking I may be somewhat depressed right now.

don't know what the fuck I'm looking at.

I should move again. I think that's my problem.

I'm not sure.
I'm not sure
I'm not sure.

I want to say I'm passionate, but I'm not sure if I really am. I like to escape more than anything. I just wish that my method of escape could be through something instead of through movement.

I should drop it all.